Mixed Emotions. ( You and I. )

I’m having this weird feeling in me,
I think it’s called a mixed emotion,
I’m sorry for doing what you told me not to,
I should’ve listened.

You were right all along,
You need to know this, No matter what I’ll love you,
You’re everything in my life,
You’re the person I always loved.

I need you,
I’m sorry I let you down,
God forbid me to ever love again if I’m lying when I say,
I love you.
I hope you do feel the same to me.

You’re just like an angel from heaven to me,
The moment you appeared to life, I knew you were someone special.
You’ve got this undefined look,
You’ve got this extraordinary aura,
Every time I’m around you,
I feel special, I feel loved, I feel wanted.

Can’t find the words to write this poem,
But I’m still writing it,
‘Cause it expresses what I feel inside,

I ask for one thing in return,
Eternal trust.

-By Ben
Mixed emotions. ( You and I. )