Yesterday.

Yesterday,
We were fingering at each other,
Blaming each other,

Yesterday,
I know that I was the one at fault,
You had faith in me,
You trusted me,
With all your heart,

Yet yesterday,
I blew a hole in between,
Now I know, it’s shattered pieces are all over the world.
It’s bleeding to know why I did such things.

Now I hold a secret from you,
I am to propose this furtive to you,
Right now.

Every time we fall out of place,
My heart falls out of its realm,
It enters a deep dark place where things are ugly,
Misery enters my heart.
Piercing it a thousand and one times.

Now that you’re gone,
I never felt this way before,
Everything that I do,
Reminds me of you.

Before you left,
I lay on the floor,
I summoned the memories of the things you did for me,
I loved everything that you do.

When you walked away,
I count the stairs I fell,
The broken stairs,
Don’t you see how much I need you right now?
Please forgive me.

For my heart is falling out of this world.

-By Ben

Yesterday was a dark day.